hmmm ..

pernah dengar lagu STEREO LOVE by EDWARD MAYA tak? pada ai, lirik lagu ni betul-betul menepeti perasaan ai... semoga si dia mengerti dengan perasaan ai bila dia dengar dan hayati lagu ni ...

ni lah penyanyi lagu ni ... EDWARD MAYA

- STEREO LOVE -

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go,
Don't let go
To my love.

Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thought?
Can we promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.

Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm loosing control
Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go.

I hate to see you cry
Your smile is a beautiful lie
I hate to see you cry
My love is dying inside

I can fix all those lies
Oh baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you

Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thought?
Can we promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.

Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm loosing control
Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go.

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
Don't let go,
Don't let go
To my love.

I hate to see you cry, your smile is a beautiful lie

I hate to see you cry, my love is dying inside(x3)

I can fix all those lies
Oh baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you
Oh baby I've tried to make the things right,
I need you more than air when I'm not with you,
Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I

kawan?

bila ai dalam keadaan yang sangat-sangat menyedihkan sekarang ni .. barulah ai kenal siapa kawan ai .. rupanya ramai yang berpura-pura ngn ai selama ni .. terima kasih la yer kawan ... aq ngah serabut ngan masalah aq yang gile banyak ni .. aq ingat kan ko paham bila ko kata yang ko nak tolong aq .. rupanya ko tak paham ... aq tak pernah kutuk apa pun pilihan ko ... walaupun aq tak suka dengan apa yang ko buat @ pilih .. aq sentiasa sokong ko sebab bagi aq .. seorang kawan yang baik haruslah sentiasa menyokong dan menolong kawan dy tak kira apa pun yang terjadi ... aq harap kan ko pun akan buat perkara yang sama untuk aq .. tapi ko tak buat semua tu .. pada ko aq punya perasaan tak penting ... terima kasih yer kawan .. sangat-sangat terima kasih ..

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s.e.d.i.h

sekarang ni air mata dah macam waterfall dah ... ini je yang ai mampu buat untuk redakan perasaan ai .. fikiran ai berkecamuk dengan macam-macam masalah .. KENAPA SEMUA INI  HARUS TERJADI PADA MEA ??!! SUNGGUH TAK ADIL !!!!

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kepercayaan yang di khianati ..

selama ni apa je yang dy nak .. ai ikut kan .. apa je yang dy minta ... ai berikan ... kata dy , ai kene la percayakan dy ... dan di sebab kan kebodohan ai ... ai PERCAYA pada dy !!! ai ingat kan ... kepercayqaan yagng ai beri kan .. xakan di khianati .. rupa-rupanya ai silap ... ai di KHIANATI sampai i jatuh dan susah untuk bangun kembali ... perit + pedih + sedih + kecewa bila pengkhianatan ni datang dari org yang ai sayang ...

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